maackinhoes:

but I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest, cos there’s a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o’ my soul, and just know that I grow colder the older I grow, this boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold, and this load is like the weight of the world, and I think my neck is breaking. should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations?